2 of my leaders, vivien and alex were leaving for another church and for america tis end yr. we knew tis a mth ago. was quite shocked, and a little sad. din feel much tat time. dunnoe y... den i m really happy to see the both of them today.
worship session ended. we went up to the 'uthnity room' to pray. had a time to pray for peijun. sth happened la, by then, we were abit emotional ler. doesnt really feel.... right. den kris told us vivien and alex had sth to tell us. tat is the time.... emotions stirred in me. my eyes, nose redden. tears r flowing...
all of us knew its God's will. but we really cant bear to see them leaving. they did alot of uthnity. though i knew them for not more den 2 yrs, i noe they love us alot. its kinda different than leaving ur secondary skoolmates. the feeling is jus... different. as we gif thanks for them to God. the more i wan to cry.
as cindy said, wo she bu de vivien. yahs. tats wad i wanna say. i still remember when i jus received Christ. how much i wanted to learn piano. she taught joy and i. with so much patience. sth which i dun haf. she showered us with love. and how she cared for joy. and how vivien supported us wadeva we wanna do.
i dun wan anyone around me to leave me. i dun like the feeling. i was asking God, how come He allows such things to happen. of cos, its according to His plan. in future, we will still meet. the world is so small. yes.
a memorable day, i suppose.
